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# prom# sister

I could write a million posts but it would never do its justice. Whether or not you can relate to this, then so be it. I feel trapped inside my own mind - might I add, that are full of memories. Memories that I dearly want to forget. How is it, that a person can inflict a tremendous amount of pain on another.. resulting in lack of concentration and poor health. It’s difficult to adjust to life when given these obstacles but remember you’re going to succeed. Just take it day by day, so I tell myself. We all go in life, learning from our mistakes and/or experiences. Heck, people will walk in and out of your life like it’s meaningless and effortless. Even that one person whom you thought would remain, will eventually abandon you. Promises. Can be disappointing. Never take them seriously because in the end my friend, you’ll get hurt and will have no one to blame but yourself. It’s acceptable to feel weak, it’s a natural feeling. 

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# personal# thought# leave# myself
I’m being really selfish.

It’s not that I’d never like you no matter what you do. It’s just that I do have someone in my heart and on my mind already. He means everything to me. But I know, what I’m doing is wrong and eventually I’m going to have to let you go because you deserve to be happy with someone else. I just really can’t afford to lose any more people in my life..

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# decisions# him# selfish# you# friends
Girls

I really don’t know how they can put make up on, false lashes, eye shadow, contacts and do their hair every single day. I mean I do that, but not everyday. It’s so time consuming! I just need to let my face breathe sometimes. But I ain’t hating, props to those girls! I don’t need to impress anyone at school, and I wake up really late now a days. Must be the weather! Oh well. Summer hurry up please :)

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# summer# girls# make up# hair# contacts
If you can go days without talking to me, I must not be that important to you.
ootd: beach 

ootd: beach 

# outfit# beach# high-waisted# shorts
skype is pointless to me now..
happy birthday xo

happy birthday xo

# distance# birthday# card# him
Dear blog,

Last night was the prom after party and I had a blast! I’m surprised how well everyone actually behaved. But it was a nice break from everything that was stressful going on in my life. I have incredible friends that I enjoy being around. Also, I have never seen so many tents in my life! I should’ve taken a picture of them. And there was a bonfire but it was most certainly the biggest bonfire that I have ever seen. I’m glad that I got to see the many faces of people who I haven’t talked to in almost about a year. Overall, it was a goodnight :) 

It just hurts so much to know this is all happening.

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friends like this, omg.
him: I miss you Ellie. Just letting you know you crossed my mind
things to do;

  • english thinking questions
  • english essay outline
  • cut 200 flyers out
  • do drivers ed homework
  • make lunch

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# fuck me# procrastination

in a way, i feel like i wasted my time. but at the same time, i know for a fact that i didn’t. yes, it’s a waste for us to forget memories but as time progresses it’s inevitable that things become faded. pictures and letters represent the past. they show us the beautiful things in life. objects shouldn’t be substitutions of meaning. but why is it that i care so much? i know you’ll never forget me, just as i will never forget you..

i’d love to take you to the place where your bracelet was purchased from..

# cne# toronto

wthellmichelle:

I’ve met thousands of people. They’re like you in many ways — their hair, their eyes, the way they smirk and smile. They have your voice, your touch, your words, your smell but they’re not you.

That’s what pains me, kills me. The likeliness others have with you is what brings me back to you. And it’s no question that I can search to find thousands of people who all share a little piece of you, but never again will I find someone who is exactly like you. 

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